Fallen…

But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. ~ Revelation 2:4-5

This first of seven letters written to the churches in Asia Minor, recorded in Revelation Chapters 2-3, begins with a commendation of the Church at Ephesus. Jesus affirms their righteous works and faithfulness; and yet, He soon points out a deficit in their relationship with Him:

Revelation 2:1-5 (ESV)

¹ “To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: ‘The words of Him who holds the seven stars in His right hand, who walks among the seven golden lampstands. ² “‘I know your works, your toil and your patient endurance, and how you cannot bear with those who are evil, but have tested those who call themselves apostles and are not, and found them to be false. ³ I know you are enduring patiently and bearing up for my name’s sake, and you have not grown weary. ⁴ But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. ⁵ Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent.

Jesus appears to be grieved and wounded by their abandonment of intimacy with Him. The love they had at first – their hearts bonded to Him through the lovingkindness and atonement forged on the cross had begun to diminish. The spiritual blessings of being united to Him seemingly had begun to wane. It was no longer their love of Jesus that inspired and motivated their works of service; rather, their works had become the focus more than the Holy One whom they had been called to worship. The joy of salvation and the blessing of tender communion with Jesus had been overtaken by a sense of duty rather than an expression of love….

Jesus rebukes and calls for repentance.  He enjoins us: “Remember therefore from where you have FALLEN! The word itself conjures up images of dropping or coming down from a higher place, level, or position. It evokes a sense of being overtaken or conquered … even to the point of death. It is a strong word used here … and I think for emphasis on the tragic consequences that abandonment brings to a relationship. To abandon our love for Jesus? Who would have ever imagined that could happen? Look at their commendable works and service. And yet, Jesus instructs them to repent and to return to their first love….

Since the time of my heart procedure, I have contemplated at length the condition of my own spiritual heart … and its need for correction as well. After 35 years of following and serving the Lord Jesus, I have found myself as well in a state where spiritual refreshment has languished … where the spring of living water has begun to evaporate in a parched and thirsty land. Although I have been an avid student of the Word; practiced the discipline of prayer; attended church and served on the worship team; held positions of church leadership as a deacon or elder; given tithes and offerings; supported missionaries; and provided to those who are impoverished; I have noticed an empty, hollow space in my heart that has troubled me. If we are honest, I think this might be something many of us experience from time-to-time in our walk with Jesus. I am reminded of the story of Mary and Martha during a visitation with Jesus:

Luke 10:38-42 (ESV)

Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed Him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet and listened to His teaching. But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to Him and said, “Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me.” But the Lord answered her, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her.”

This was the same Mary who anointed Jesus with expensive ointment (spikenard) a few days before His crucifixion as recorded in John 12:1-8. So, why are these passages and their images important to understand the meaning of our study text? Because sometimes we can become so busy doing things for God, that we lose affection for Him who wrought so great salvation for us. No doubt, Martha was well intentioned in serving Jesus; but Jesus seems to indicate that our works are secondary to worship! His presence supersedes our purpose! We need to be careful that the tremendous wonder and glory of our salvation itself does not begin to dissipate within the busyness of life and service toward others. While works are an appropriate response to our redemption and rebirth, the one thing most needed is an intimate love for God and to dwell in His presence with immeasurable awe and reverence. First and foremost, He is our first love!

1 John 4:9-10 (ESV)

“This is how God showed His love among us: He sent His one and only Son into the world that we might live through Him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.”

Do you see how His love for us is rooted in His mercy and salvation? Our love for Him is simply responsive to His salvific purpose. As King David declared: “For you, O Lord, have made me glad by your work; at the works of your hands I sing for joy. How great are your works, O Lord! Your thoughts are very deep! (Psalm 92:4-5) Yet, somehow this adoration, this worship, this first love can diminish in our lives. I believe Revelation 2:4-5 is a wake-up call to bring our attention to what can happen even to servants who have endeavored to engage in commendable service.

Love is supreme! Love is utmost! Love must come first! Thus, we are reminded to consider from where we have fallen; to repent and to do the first works of love. Love expressed through adoration and worship is what matters most. Everything else stems from and completes His love in us. We love because He first loved us! Yes, God activated His love within us! So let us remember to love Him first because of His merciful atonement … His gracious redemption … His forbearance and longsuffering … His unmerited salvation … His gift of eternal life. These are the inner motivations of praise and thanksgiving … honor and worship. Yes, these are the “first works of love” to which we must return.

My friends, let us meditate on this word from Isaiah 29:13, The Lord says: “These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is in vain. It based on merely human rules they have been taught.” Indeed, worship IS our first love … our first work to be expressed. I pray above all else that we will remember WHO we serve and why we serve Him! Yes, remember the purpose of our service is to love others as we have been loved.  Indeed, I pray we will renew our hearts once again!

Have a Blessed Day!